"I felt that post and I got to thinking about lazy compliments. Like in the corners of my rectum, shit started churning because I could see myself making folks in my life feel like they/we are never enough. You are enough. I like the away you wear your hair. I relate to your poems. I envy the love you share with your partner, at least what i've seen from youtube videos. I hope you find a way to capitalize on your lyricism because you will thrive. Need anything from your followers/ fans?"

Wow. This made me feel great… I didn’t even know I had followers/fans. But I just need to be okay with myself. And not let other people’s actions affect me so deeply.

Right before sleep, rant.

Some people always tell me how wonderful I am. How pretty I am. How infectious my presence is. & how powerful my words are.

I wish they knew I’m the biggest social outcast like EVER.
I get made fun of for being smart. I get told I’m a cry baby for expressing my emotions. I get ditched. I don’t get invited. I get invited…. Then uninvited without warning. I get looked over. I get hated on for my unknowingly magnetic personality. I Get disrespected my peers. I get criticized. I get ripped to shreds verbally. I get told that I’m wrong, just so i never feel right. I cry. I suck it up. Im told I’m dramatic because everything I feel is passionate & genuine. People flake. People lie. People fake. People talk.

But I’m supposed to be okay with that because some people think I’m wonderful. Some people think I’m pretty. Some people say my presence in fucking infectious. My words are powerful… Blah blah.

But somehow, I’m always not enough.
- Goodnight

Having sex is like praising your body with the body parts of others.

I get a lot of hate mail on tumblr now-a-days

Smrah
(Shaking my round ass head)

Sometimes I feel like I have to water down my emotions due to my girlfriends social status.

That shut sucks.

Cause trust me, if It wasn’t for her…. I would have already went crazy on a few people online. I would have hit someone by now. I would make little lovey dovey remarks to make others upset. I would have flashed. I’d post pictures I think are funny. Id post things about her & I that strangers wouldn’t think twice about.

But that’s the thing…. You people are no longer strangers. You know her. You know me. I wish I didn’t have to water down my emotions & crazy ideas

But just like her…… Someone is always watching me.

CREEPY o_O !!!!!

Oh Shit. Kai Lives In Philly. Briana Will Be A Full Fledge Lesbian Soon. I Give It Maybe… A Few Months After We Arrive.

peacehappiness-love:

honed-entity:

peacehappiness-love:

Why does everyone keep saying that >__< lmao 

Because it’s true. Kai is wifed as fuck, though. So it won’t be her. But it’s gonna happen.

Tonii, I think someone forgot that I don’t give a fuck about girlfriends. Maybe Kai does dooe. Idk bruh we’ll wait and see haha.